In a new blog post on her website, Kim Kardashian has gotten really real (again) about what it’s like to be pregnant. While her sister Kourtney and their mom Kris apparently enjoy pregnancy, Kim is absolutely not into it. “I’m gonna keep it real,” Kim wrote. “For me, pregnancy is the worst experience of my life! LOL! I don’t enjoy one moment of it and I don’t understand people who enjoy it.” Given her struggles with morning sickness and the way the media criticized her during her first pregnancy, you can’t really blame her. “I just always feel like I’m not in my own skin,” she continued. “It’s hard to explain. I don’t feel sexy, either — I feel insecure and most of the time I just feel gross.”
Still, despite all the “gross things” that happen during pregnancy — like having to wear a diaper for two months afterward, according to Mrs. Kardashian West — Kim says she likes the challenge of getting her figure back and, most importantly, she likes the part where the baby arrives. ”It is all SO worth it when you have your precious baby in the end!” she writes. “So for all my complaining, it’s 100 percent worth it and more!!!” And when she starts Instagramming adorable photos of North hanging out with her new little brother, it’ll be 200 percent worth it for the rest of us.